A Possible Rant

So much for all of my plans to clean and scrapbook.  Last night I thought it would be nice to have a glass of wine while I was cooking, then I wanted to look at old photo albums after I was done cooking, and have some more wine, and then two bottles later I had the stereo cranked up and was singing along to Men At Work....haha needless to say I wrote that night off haha.  Oopps... I guess Sheldon shouldn't go out of town anymore haha.  Oh the plus side I do get to cross something off my project zero list, drink a whole bottle of wine to myself...done.  Haha.  Oh, I tried on my Halloween costume, looked pretty "zombie-ish" should be good.

So this picture pretty much sums up my night.  Oooo Desmond so dreamy. 

So, here is the rant part.  You know a friendship is truely ended when not only does he move to Lethbridge without telling me, but also changes his phone number without telling me.  What is that about...apparently 4 years of friendship hasn't been too important to him this past year or so.... conveniently about the same time he got this new girlfriend too.  Wow, just because you have a relationship now doesn't mean you can't be friends with another girl anymore.  Either it's you making these decisions or her.  And I hope it's you because the other way around is just pathetic.  I had fun being your temporary friend, but if this doesn't work out...like the last two....I would say don't come crawling back to me but that's not true.  I would want to be your friend again but you better do some serious appologizing because I'm always won over too easy and if you do care about my friendship you wont want to hurt me like that again.  I'm not letting this happen again, do you know how depressing it was to have your best friend completely disown you, I didn't have any other friends to run to, and it's not only me you've done this to it's all of us, all of your friends.  A couple of friends you use to be so close with just got married and you didn't even go to their wedding.  What happened?  Yes, aren't I pathetic for blogging about this, but you changed your number so there's no callin ya, and I can't talk to you on Facebook because she's probably going to have some sort of imput on your response and I want to know what you think.  Sorry it couldn't have worked out better, I really did like her at first...until she sat in my bathroom texting you from 10 feet away about how you weren't paying attention to her when she was sitting right BESIDE you all night long.  Please...no I didn't even care then, but I do now.  I give everyone a second chance, but no I don't blame her for anything.  She's just doing everything a normal girlfriend would do, I can't blame her.  I blame you.  All I needed was some closure, I guess you changing your phone number was it.  I'm actually shocked you would let our friendship end this way.  There is no need to say goodbye to somebody who just runs away.  I'm done.  Your move.